The sermon of the sea

To break from the hustle and bustle of human toil.
To escape from the rut of encultured habit.
To flee from the jealous, constricting embrace of vainglory.
On New Year’s Eve, hastened I to the eternal sea.
And in my solitude, a soliloquy.
Cast off the old. Ring in the new. The incessant monotone of the year-end… after year-end, after year-end…So we bid 2009 good riddance, and joyously welcome 2010 with much louder boom than the proverbial bang.
Fleeting as the wind, footprints in the sand are.
Swept to nothingness by the onrushing waves.
As fleeting are the days, flushed by the tides of time.
So waste not repentant tears over the demised year.
Refresh, renew. 2010 promises something truly dear.
The year just past is better forgotten. With some spirit of thanksgiving and forgiveness. The incoming one best taken. With open arms, with hope and prayer.
Less thanksgiving and lesser forgiveness, guarded hope and incessant prayer there, if I may. But not ever to be simply cast away.
To forget the 57 women and men, 30 of whom were mediamen, mercilessly mowed down and unceremoniously backhoed in shallow graves is as inhuman as the barbarity of their killing.
We may end the wailing but not the mourning,
We can stop the weeping but not the grieving.
This our sworn duty – as human beings –
As much to the dead, as to the living.
And as much as justice, to wish the cruelest death and damnation upon the perpetrator. Hold in eternal remembrance the Maguindanao mayhem. That it may not ever happen again.
The waves rise, crest, fall – surging to ritual death upon the shore.
The sea murmurs, nay, roars --
Leave the forgetting to the gull, its fish for the day its only care.
Leave the forgetting to the fish, escape from the gull’s hungry beak its very cause to exist.
I am no gull. I am no fish.
The sermon of the sea I hear, and shall heed.
So shall I ever remember the martyred 57. And keep in mind too, for as long as memory holds, the lives – including those that barely started – paid for human error in the tragedies of that RORO ship and MV Catalyn B.
“…Death-dealing waves sing meaningless ballads to the children…ships get wrecked in the trackless water, death is abroad and the children play…” The Nobel Laureate Rabindranath Tagore in Gitanjali I suddenly well remember.
Over. Done with. 2009 was.
Dwell in the past, no matter how dead. Why must I?
In. Going, Doing. 2010 is.
Live in hope only of a future best. Why can’t I?
For like the sea – rising and falling,
In its very waters the old in the new abiding.